& Silence Declares♥

Long time never type in entries liao.

I'm working very hard for my 'A' Level. haha..... Last week was quite happening... haha..... The Lightning Ventures and Rover put up a very interesting performance in APSN Tanglin.... haha.... We spent about 1 hour trying to locate that place.....

After that we went to play pool.

Haha

Well, nothing much happen this week... So nothing to write...

Cya

Silence ;

Just popping by for a short entry..... I have a wonderful week last week.... There was this campfire in BPS (short hand for Bishan Park Secondary School). It was conducted by all my bros in BPS... haha..... have lot of fun and I was practically crazy with them..... haha..... After the campfire, stayed behind to help them clear everything..... Wah.... damn tiring man..... Only left the sch at 2am in the morning.... almost lack of the energy to go home........ haha.....

On Sunday, went back to BPS again to help to clear their stuffs...... ANyway, though they are not my unit, but I do feel a kind of closer with them.... haha.... So sentimental.... haiz..... But Scouting is all about fun and enjoyment.....

Lastly Quote of the day:

Scouting Rockz..... And Lightning Rulez.....

Silence ;

I just ended work, so thought of just coming in to type a short post...... My day so far are good..... People around me seem to be very concern over my welfare.... and I'm touch..... Happy to know that there are so many people out there who still care for me...... Maybe It is because of what happened 1 month ago that I lost the touch of humanity..... Fortunately, my friends did not give to make me smile again..... Felt much better now.... Felt as though I just woke up from a nightmare... haha...... On Sunday, met up with Chee Yong to go walk walk and shopping..... Was helping to look for a present..... end up, both of us looking for a wristband for ourselves..... haha..... Got to thank him for making my day so interesting that day....... Well, I just got a wristband for myself and Chee Yong.... Hope he will like it...... I daresay I treat my friends very well but sometime, I lost the opportunity to interact with them...... What happen recently taught me something.... It teaches me to cherish whatever friends I have out there whom I know and still in contact with....... Well, GTG..... Chee Yong waiting for me to deliver his wristband... haha.... Cya and Take Care!

Don;t take people around you for granted or you will increase the chance of losing them forever.....

Silence ;

Hi guys.....

I'm back again after 1 long week..... Haha..... So many things have happen during this week.... Wah.... I really envy myself for being able to take all this things without going crazy.... haha....

In school, out of the blues, I just realise that there are alot of additional works to be done apart from the usual tutorials workloads.... Sometimes, I do wonder whether the teachers are human or not..... haa.... They seem to be able to take all this extra stuffs in a very calm manner..... haha.....

Then in personal life, things are not any easier for me. I must admit that sometime I do not react too well to a situation but no mater what, I will still try my best to take on that situation and challenge......

On Wednesday, I was browsing *her friendster account and blog, then I realise that I have not written a testimonial for her after I have deleted the old testimonial that I have written for her long time ago..... It seems so long ago when we were just friends and nothing else....... So I wrote her a testimonial with all my good intentions and well wishes for her.......

On the next day, I was so shock to see her respond that she have written on her blog...... She blames me for everythings..... I don't think that it is fair for her to blame me like..... She was the stubborn one...... She was the one who broke my heart into so many pieces and just left me there..... And I can even hate her for that because I can still rmb the time when we were so happy together...... She even go to this extent of deleting her account from my friendster account...... Why? Didn't we agree that we can be friend after that? It is tormenting me now...... She has even go to such extent of accusing me for things that I have never done before...... WHY? CAN ANYONE JUST GIVE ME AN ANSWER?

But it is alright now..... I should move on...... I will dewell myself in the past....... She is out of my life...... I understand how she feels, but does feel the same for me?

If she ever see this, I just wanna say:

You gave me both hell and heaven. But in my heart, I will forgive you if you ever wake up and stopping blaming other for the mistakes that you have committed yourself.

I'm still looking forward to a better day....... Campfire today again.... haha..... Seem like campfires have become part of my Saturday program.... haha...... I still find the time to upload my pics..... Will upload it soon......

Cya next time..... TaTa.... =)

Silence ;

Just came back from Manjusri's Campfire... haha..... It's damn fun..... Especially the attitude Lightning Scout have shown during the campfire..... They are indeed a bunch of people who know when to have play hard and when not to.... haha...... I just realise what is the meaning of one man's rubbish is another man's treasure......

Haiz..... Saw *her on MSN today, duno why she is still avoiding me..... It is not as if I'm the one in the wrong in the 1st place....... Send her a message, she did not even bother to reply...... If she know that this day is going to come, she shouldn't have broke up with me in the 1st place......
She think I'm feeling very good now? She think that I'm having a nice time right now?
Well, I can confidently say that I'm not...... I dun feel good at all...... She has shattered my conhfident and my trust for another person...... I'm very upset now....... But life still have to go on..... I still have to study for my 'A' Level....... Earth won't stop for me just because I'm heartbroken and upset......

Right now, I'm trying to numb myself with works and studies...... Hope that thing will work this way....... Everyday, After my work and study, I will feel very tired and fall asleep at home..... Currently, I'm in Scout HQ working for the course tomorrow......

Cya tml.....

Silence ;

1 week never blogged liao.... Super busy...... Got to prepare for the upcoming Scout Leader Training Introductory Course tomorrow..... I'm just coordinating the Course with The Scout Training Team. But there are so much administrative stuffs to clear...... Everyday after School, I got to down to HQ to work and to settle all the stuffs...... Anyway, last Sat campfire was quite fun and interesting.... I will upload the pics soon..... Due to my packed schedule this week, I have not transfer the pics into my PC...... On Monday, I went for my medical checkup.... Guess what Pres I got? Its Pres A.... Sian.... how I wish I only get Pres C..... haha... Anyway, I watched Initial D on Monday as well..... Its so nice..... So hope that those of you who read my blog will and watch it......
Tonight there is another campfire going on at Manjusri Secondary School..... So I will you in again after I'm back tonight..... haha..... ok.... I will end my entry here... Fill you in again.....

Quote for the day:

Take a break when you are tired, So that you can travel a longer journey when you recover.

Silence ;