& Silence Declares♥

Mon
When back to sch for Maths consultation... Den after that Kat msged me.... asking me to go to the lib with her. It was so crap when we met,

Kat: hey Law, where r u?
Me: I'm on the overhead bridge.
Kat: Where got? I dun even see you.
Me: See me now? I can see you and you are wearing a black t-shirt.
Kat: Where? O.... So you are there wearing orange...

I'm like alamak... I'm so big and standing in the middle of the overhead bridge facing her direction and yet she didn't see me.... Haiz... Kat, I wonder who is the one who is blind... haha...

Den when we were in the Lib, she show me Wenyi's Chemistry paper. I'm like laughing my head off coz I nv knew that people can be so silly under Exam condition.... So Kat was like hey you very bad leh....( See.... She is defending that guy so hard.... haiz.... What kind of sister is this??? haha... Kat... no offend ar... haha)

Tues
Nothing much happened yesterday except for that JJ ask me out to teach him some exploration stuffs....

Today
Came to sch to see my GP tutor for consultation.... Then he was going thru this question: "leave the past behind" is this the best advise for progess?
So in the midst of discussion, I was asking myself this question: should I remember and forget the past on what she have did to me and give her a chance again?
Seriously, I duno what will the ans be.... Mayb I should faced it squarely and forgive her and move on instead of holding on to what have happened or avoiding it totally....

Sometime, my feeling very contradicting.... On one hand, I told myself I should forgive her coz she has change.... On the other hand, whenever I read her blog or Mutiply's Journal, my heart would tell me not to forgive her coz she has not learn anything from that incident yet.... It is a dilemma for me.... It is so ironic.... haiz....

No matter what, I'm determined to get my Grades for my 'A' Level.

As the saying go: Let the problem take care of itself when the time have arrives.

Thus, I should just leave things as it is till my 'A' level end.... Sorry to *her....

Silence ;

Wah... Last week was quite 'happening'.... Haha.... Lotsa things happened.... I finally got back all my prelim result.... It is very disappointing.... I did not meet my expectation at all. But after going thru all papers, I finally see what when wrong.... As usual, it is careless mistake that cause my marks to 'fly' away....

Anyway, I was chatting with Kat on the phone for the past few days.... Gosh... Never knew my sis is so deprived of suaning me.... haha.... she always looks for opportunity to do that... But come to think again, I believe I suan her more than she does on me... haha... Actually she is seeking for advice from me regarding which JC she should.... I mean she scored 12 pts for her prelim and she still duno whether she should try for AJC or CJC where her the other god bro, Noel is in.... So as usual, me who is her adviser and consultant will try to advise her to the best of my ability... haha.... ( Kat, hope you dun puke after seeing this... haha...)

Next, I went to visit Jovi yesterday coz I was quite suspicious of him.... He was telling me that he can't go out because he need to go for remedial with his Maths teacher.... I mean it is a Sunday.... So went over to check.... Found out that he wasn't lying.... So ok lo.... He really has changed.... He is no longer the innocent Jovi I know anymore.... I wish him best of luck for his exam.... Lotsa of thought went thru my mind..... See him with a mixed emotion.... Haiz....

Well, I gtg.... Need to follow my schedule for today....

All the best!!!!

Silence ;

Wow.... Time passes very fast.... Another week have pass again.... haha..... Last week, I was having Prelim..... Guess what.... Up till today, I only got back my physics papers..... Haiz.... Things don't promising for me for my Prelim.....

I failed my physics again..... Got an AO grode..... But I'm quite surpised by my physics practical... Cuz I have gotten a B grade this time round.... haha.... However it is still an overall fail..... Feel so sad and very disappointed.... Felt as through my hard work did not pay off..... My Physics Tutor told me this ytd: " Dun give up and carry on working cuz if you stop working, you will not make it for you 'A' level......" haiz....

As for Chemistry, I have only receive back my paper 2, 3 and 4..... Duno y I'm so unlucky.... I miss by 3 marks to get an A grade for my paper 4.... Miss by 2 marks to get a B grade for paper 2 and lastly, I miss by 4 marks to get a pass for paper 3...... As for paper 1, there is no news so far.... Hope that I can still get my B for prelim at the end of the day..... haha.....

For both Maths and GP, I haven't receive my papers back yet..... So nothing for me to say..... haha.....

Recently, I manage catch up with one of my primary schoolmate, Joey..... Well, he look so different now..... Look more mature as compared to how was in Primary School.... haha..... As for Roslind, things between both of us are neutralising..... So I'm quite happy with the outcome....

I never knew that I have such great liking for kids before.... I mean in the past I know that I like kids, but its never occur to me that I'm so crazy over children.... haha.... They are so cute.... and so innocent..... At least when comparing them to teenagers and adults, they are so much purer and honest.....

Right now I'm in the Seng Keng Library typing this entry... Just finish going thru my mistakes for my physics paper 5.... So taking break now.....

Quote of the day:

Sometimes it is always better to love and to forget, then to habour hatred and unhappiness in your heart for a long times....

Lastly, Happy Children Day to all my Cubs and gd luck to my P6 cub scouts for their PSLE.... Enjoy.... =)

Silence ;