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.Sunday, April 26, 2009 ' 7:52 AM



I tried...

I persisted...

But nth happen...

I'm really tired......

Silence ;


.Thursday, April 16, 2009 ' 7:18 PM



One paper is down... Still got another 3 more to go...

I cant believe I have made a big hurdle in my paper today... I can do all the questions... But i end up forgetting a few crucial steps for my last 2 question... Which is really ridicule... gosh...

Hopefully, i can still get my B and nth worse...

*praying hard*

Silence ;


.Monday, April 13, 2009 ' 6:19 PM



Time really flies when u r busy mugging.... It is monday alr... that is like so fast... Coz this thursday is going to be my first paper for exam...

MAS 182: Calculus for applied science 2.

I only just manage to finish mugging all my lecture notes and going through all my tutorials... My head going to crack open with all my maths theories and formules soon...

Currently in CCK lib with Xian Lun and Yee Sam... Well, i'm the only one resting now.... Since i merely just completed studying everything for Maths... Xian Lun going through his Marketing notes now... Yee Sam still doing her MAS stuffs while worrying for her lappy...

Hopefully this sem, i can achieve my goal... I will try my best to make my new year resolution come true... =)

On a side note, i'm still feeling abit upset... But seem like mugging levitated some of the depression out of me... I really want to say thank you to everyone of u who tries to cheer me up and tries to get me back standing again... I will try my best... Hope that u can see my usual self soon...

Silence ;


.Thursday, April 09, 2009 ' 11:55 PM



Been really down lately... Lots have happen within these 2 weeks...

Firstly, I broke up with my girlfriend...

Next, my family prob worsen...

Sometime, i dun even know why am i going thru all these difficult situations...

For instance, I would nv understand why my mum want to bring so much difficulties to the family... I duno why she wants to throw my dad and I out of the house... Why she wants to reject her son cares and concerns when she is sick...

I really duno why...

Perhap exam came at the right time, at least i can run away from all these probs by burying myself in ton and ton of textbooks and lecture notes...

However, despite all these... I'm thankful to have Edmund and Ms Tan ard to cheer me up... Having Xian Lun, Yee Sam and Wai Ching to listen to my probs... and thus encouraging me...

I must say I'm feeling better now... Even though tears still fall unknowingly when i'm alone...

But i guess, sometime it is still better to suffer alone than to let others suffer...

Hopefully, in time to come, they will understand my reasons behind everything...

Silence ;


.Sunday, April 05, 2009 ' 8:33 PM



I hate myself for bringing suffering to everyone I love around me...

I hate myself for being a burden...

I really really dun like the kind of worthless creature I'm becoming...

However, maybe it is a good thing...

Coz that way, no one will be hurt by me anymore...

Just let me be alone ba...

Silence ;


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