& Silence Declares♥

What a wonderful saturday afternoon it is today... Haa... I guess i seldom get to have a free Saturday at all... Today's free day is really precious to me... I really can take this chance to rest and relax... Of coz to do some studying too...

Coz i have been missing quite a few lectures lately due to my last minute preparation for my mid terms... haha... ironic...

Been going through quite a tough time lately... Nth to whine abt... It is just a parcel of my life... and i'm also not going to whine... haha... not my style... Right now, i just want to focus on my studies, family, FT and my close friends... Other than that, i think i will just push aside... Coz nth is more impt than these 4 aspects...

Been thinking long and hard abt what i want... and I already know what i want....Be it whether it is abt relationship, my life or whatever... I know what i'm looking for...

So ya... Just have been wanting to pen down my thoughts abt these stuffs, but been really packed, thus delayed till now... haha...

Well, hope all of u enjoy ur day... Coz i know, i'm going to enjoy lazing my saturday away... haa...

cya`

Silence ;

I have not been in a very good temperment lately... It may be due to various factors, however I felt it is due to me, due to inability to keep my heart stable...

So people around me, I'm really sorry if i seem to be irritated at the smallest things that is happening to me... I need some times to sort everything out and to improve on my cultivation...

*disappear*

Silence ;

Duno what on earth is wrong with me...

Do i only know how to upset people???

Silence ;

Some silence and peace is needed right now...

Silence ;

Every smile conceals a saddness...

Yet everyday, a smile still has to be put on to face everyone...

why?

So as to not let others worry abt me...

So as to be a stronger person to protect the one i love...

So as to not appear weak in front of her...

Pride of the lion is strong, but the lion yearns for a pair of gentle hands to support him....

But the gentle hands have not appear yet...

Silence ;

Another week has pass again... This would means that exam is 1 more step closer to me...

I'm in hall currently... But somehow, the internet connection is running really slow... I can't even watch my fav show coz the buffering is really slow... gosh...

Current time is 3.19pm... I'm waiting for De Ye tang zhu to call me telling me that she is reaching... Coz tonight got zhao dai in Tian Hui... Kinda bored... and i dun to study for now... Sat is always my rest day... haha....

Suddenly my room feels so tranquil... It is a peace i have not experience for a long time... I hope this serenity last for a long time...

Lately, nothing much have happens... except that i got tease endlessly by bro and sis... over some issues... so ya... going to ignore them for the moment... haha...

k la... i really duno what to update on... So long`

Silence ;

Recess week is over... Kinda hope for a longer break... haha...

Nothing much have happened during the recess week... It is just and my textbooks and my notes... Intensive studying in preparation for my upcoming mid term this week...

Alot of people commented that I seem to have disappeared... Well, not that i disappear la, but rather, my schedule is quite demanding lately... With all the upcoming mid terms, my students' end of year exams coming and all the classes i have to attend for my prayer... I guess all these equate to not being able to see Lawrence???

Haha... Abit lame...

Glad to see my bro had a wonderful birthday celebration on sunday...

Today is his actual birthday, so here it goes:

HAPPY 21ST EDMUND PANG!!!!!!

Hope u treasure everything that is around u!!! =)
May u succeed in everything u do... =D

Silence ;