& Silence Declares♥

Met up with Tracy yesterday.... Went over to her house to chat with her.... and Catch up with her.... haha.... Guess what??? She introduce me to a game known as Eudemons Online.... It is so fun... I spent most the time playing that game with her... haha....

Stay over at her house till quite late... like 10.30pm.... haha... den I went back home...

As for today, There is AHM ( Army half marathon). I ran 6km.... It was fine initially untill the rain started pouring in halfway thru my 6km.... Haiz.... I ended up taking shortcut which allow me to reach the end point faster and allowing me to skip abt 1 km.... haha.... It was fun.... Now I installing Eudemon online.... Tracy is still waiting for me in the game... haha....

Have to go liao... I will play for 1 hour and get ready to book in.... haha.... Having Guard duty this Wed... Sian.... that mean I dun ahve any night out at all... =(

cya~

Silence ;

Just read Kat's blog.... There are things to clarify.... Firstly, I have never intend to get people to help me settle this prob.... I did not even say anything regarding this to Jovi.... He just blurt that statment out on his own accord... Yes, I'm depress when he says that coz I tot he would offer to help.... Anyway, I INTEND to settle this issue myself... So take note of that....

Secondly, I'm still depress over this issue.... Coz I'm really scared to lose you as my god-sis and as a close friend.... I dun have that many close friends whom I can chat with... You are one of those whom I'm closer to.... And knowing you for 4 year make me treasure that even more....

Thirdly, since u dun intend to have any form of communication with me for the time being, I'm not going to bug you... I will wait till you cool down before I try to remedy the situation.... If you are going to take a 100 years to cool down, so be it.... I will still wait.... Since i'm so used to waiting.... It is ok with me.... In the meantime, while you are not communicating with me, I will express all my thoughts into my blog.... It is still within my right to do so I believe.... And Trust me, I DUN need a english book....

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When to watch 'Click' again... Still feel very touched toward the end of the show.... But seriously, I wasn't in any mood at all today due to that issue.... Went to Old Folk Home in the morning with my Tang Zhu they all.... Well first time visting a old folk home for me... Find it very sad to see all the old folk being left down there alone... Somemore it is next to a crematorium... I wonder how they feel.... I also wonder whether do the family member come to visit them.... haiz.... Seeing that make me feel even more upset....

My Tang Zhu commented that I wasn't my usual self... She says I'm lacking of my usual blubbering and chatter.... Haiz... How to be cheerful when that issue and the old folk scene affect me so much.... Haiz.... Now I believe you know why i no mood today? haha...

I dun think I want to say anymore thing liao.... This moodless mood of mine is going to outburst liao.... Cya again on Wed... Hopefully things will change for the better....

More lonely night to come without anyone to chat with....

bb...

Silence ;

1 day have pass le.... She is still not talking to me.... Feeling so upset now.... I'm really sorry that I sprouted so rubbish over the phone last night.... I really regret now.... But I guess Kat will not be talking to me for the time being....

Nothing much happened today... Felt very sian... Duno what to do at all.... The best thing that happen last night at 12 midnight... My com kana virus attack and I ended up reformatting my com and thus losing all my files and document... Mavellous right???

I'm really not in any mood now.... I wonder will there be anyone to comfort me... I guess not.... I have no one to talk to for the time being... Even MZ is not online... Sometime, I duno what m I doing or thinking.... I always make people angry with over some stuffs that I have done.... I always enjoy having friends around but I also end up hurting them at times... Sometime I duno Y m I being such a jerk.... Is it destined for me to be a loner? To be a person without friends? I have not forgotten my new year resolution this year... and I intend to live by it....

I tried to be the clown that bring joys to other life... But I always end up keeping all my sorrow to myself.... Call Jovi today to tell abt the plan for tml study session... interestingly, he told me this....

Jovi: I know what have happen between Kat and you last night.... You dun ask me for help, ok?? I need to do my DNT....

I felt even more depress hearing that.... I guess you all know the reason why.... I'm tired... very very tired.... At a loss again....

nth to say...

bb

Silence ;

Message to Kat

Lot of things happen yesterday....

First and foremost, I'm really sorry for making you mad again, Kat.... I have just seen your entry on your blog... You are right that I just can't compare your sylabus and mine... I know there are alot of extra stuffs added in your syllabus... So I'm just being a jerk to say it that how easy it was... I'm also sorry that I have always say that 'A' level subjects is easy... I'm trying to encourage you to carry on working and not give up by going to poly... I guess my reverse pyschology backfired.... I know how frustrating it is to not be able to achieve what you want.... I experience it alot of times in my 2 gruelling JC years... Y do you think I was so happy when I got B B D, C6 for my 'A' Level result earlier this March? It is because after all the setbacks I get during the 2 year have shattered whatever confidence in me toward studies... Let me be frank... I'm sorry if that hurt... But the key problem with you is that you can't make up your mind on what you want.... And regarding dropping of your subject combi, there is nothing you can do unless you make up your mind on what you want and set a goal.... I'm not trying to tell you what to do... But based on my experience, I see that as the most crucial factor... You may not agree, but whether to heed that advise still very much depend on you.... As you have said, it is your life, not mine.... Why should I give so much concern over it? I just don't want you to regret your actions.... I believe you know very well on the concept of 1 bearing consequences of 1 action.... I admit I have say the wrong stuffs last night that made you blew your top.... So I understand why you are angry with me.... I duno how long you will be angry with me... But just to let you know:

You are a very special friend to me apart from Jovi and Tracy!!! I value you as much as I value them as my friends.... It hurts me when I see you struggling and there is nothing i can do.... All I can do is to use my mouth and encourage you or advise you... Because utimately, you are the one who can help yourself at the end of the day....

Secondly, do you think my A2 in 'O' Level Chem and my B in 'A' Level Chem came that easily to me? I maybe a guy who can understand chem reletively easiler... But I'm not a genius.... I have also put in alot of hardwork to get whatever I have achieved.... Yes, you are facing a difficult period in your studies now... But that doesn't mean I had it any easiler during my time in J1... Each of us have been that kind of difficult period during our J1 year.... Yes, I know your hand give you alot of problems in practical.... and I know you are never good with practical.... Like what Mrs Serene Chu have told me once, not everyone is born a genius, but they succeeded at the end of the day by learning from their mistakes and put in consisent hard work.... so the message across to you now is that it is not a sealed fate for you to not do well in SPA... Coz your hard work will pay off eventually.... It is easy to give up after a setback, but whether you can motivate yourself to work again is the key... So jia you!!!

I dun want lose you as my friend for some stuffs I have said.... I really treasure you as my god-sis... I have lose enough friends to make me realise that.... Please dun give up on our friendship.... I enjoy every single moments I have spend with you!!!!

I really hope you will see this entry.... Lastly, I'm really sorry....

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Back to blog today after the weekend.... Went out with sis today for dinner.... So I was calling her to inform her of the details... haha... Guess what? Her 2 friends, namely Jonathan and Kelvin pick up the call and started a lame conversation with me by asking the following:

Kelvin: Am I hot????

Me: -_-!!! haha....

Anyway, both of them very lame and interesting... So thinking of meeting them if there is a chance.... haha....

Duno why is my mum giving me a cold shoulder.... I wonder what have I done wrong again... haiz.... Duno whether is it because i did not go out with her Sunday... If that is the case I really duno what to say as I have told her that I'm going with Jevon to get some clothes for our mess steward thing in camp...

Duno what to do now... Praying for the best... I know LM will be there to assist me....

Gtg liao.... Need to book in by 11pm...
Cya this weekend!!!

P.S. : Please tag when u have visited... Thanks!!!

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Something nice happen today.... haha... Jovi pass his 'O' Level Chinese with a C6... Haha... Not bad.... That is the 2nd time he actually pass his Mother Tongue eversince he entered Deyi...
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Good Job bro.... Hey Vi, I know you are going to study for your upcoming 'O' level... And I know the reason behind it as well.... I understand how 'turn off' it is when you open your book and you don't understand anything that you are reading.... Even though it may seem too late for you to do all the catching up and stuffs... However, it is still not too late as you still have 3 whole months for you to work on all you subjects.... Don't regret the way Kat and me did when the results are release next year coz you still have a chance to remedy to situation now.... Kat and me don't want you waste your potential in you.... We want you to unleash your full potential and prove your capabilities... You can do it.... I know you can do it.... So please do something about it, for your sake.... Be the man that you are born to be.....
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Congratulation to Zhilin and Jeremieh for scoring an A2 for their chinese...
P.S. : Please dun be silly ok???? Please dun waste ur time retaking ur 'O' level Chinese since ur have scored a distinction.... Use the remaining time to buck up on the rest of ur subjects....
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Anyway, the whole POTCC ( excluding Ying Chao which I'm glad that guy is not around) met up at Jovi block for a small talk and chat... It was nice to meet up again though it disrupted my pizza date with my mum... haha.... We have come out with a course of action to help Jovi with his subjects... That is to ask him to study with Rudy during weekdays and with Kat and me during weekend.... haha....
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Anyway, that all for today....
got to sleep liao....

I hope you will not disappoint all of us this time round... Coz we still have faith in you!!!

Silence ;

Yoz!!!

Just came back after going out with my Da Jie and my SR seniors today.... Have not meet them for a long time... It is so good to see them again.... haha... While I were with them, I went to shop for a pair of new shoes as my previous Adidas shoes was stolen right outside my house... Thus I have to get a new pair.... So I got another pair of Adidas Super Star 2 at Royal Sporting House at Takeshimaya.... Well, actually Da jie help me chose this shoes.... haha...

Thank you so much Da Jie for helping me out with my selection of shoes...

After which we went to take Neo Print at Far East Plaza.... haha... Have a great time taking Neo Prints with Da Jie, Jian Zhong, Kelly, Christine, Daniel and 1 more guy ( Oops... sorry for not remembering ur name...) .... We took quite a while to sort out who shall take which photos... haha.....

Have so much fun today.... Anyway, Da Jie is at the indoor stadium now enjoying her Christian Concert....

Sorry for not joining you this time round.... Next time... Sorry.... ;)

Well got to get ready for booking in at 11pm later... That all for today!!!

BTW, this week is a good week as I will be booking out on Tuesday for National Day Holiday....
CHEERS!!!! =)

Cya~

Silence ;

Up till now I still haven't get a pair new shoes for myself.... So I will be getting it later in the afternoon today... I think I will join Da Jie they out....haha... It has been a long time since I have seen all my SR Lib seniors... Missing them.... haha....

Sometimes I'm perplex by how human can interpreted stuffs.... I have seen some unpleasent stuffs.... written abt what I have written in my blog... But since this is my blog, it is up to me to blog what I wan.... This is a place where I can put my feeling into words.... A place where I can just pour all my happiness and woes into.... I'm a guy who doesn't pour my woes out to other coz I dun wan other to be burdened and troubled by my prob.... Thus, this is a place where I can just place my thought into.... This is my world.... and no one have the right to criticise whatever stuffs I have type in my blog.... I hope people do respect that.. Thank you....

I'm currently waiting for my mum to be ready before I go to eat macdonald with her and my sister....

gtg....

Cya~

Silence ;

Friday

Meet Kat at 7pm after I booked out.... Guess what? She got me a very wonderful and Expensive present... A ADIDAS CAP!!!! My gosh.... It must have burned a hole in her pocket....

Thanks alot sis....

We went to Han Place for our dinner... and I realise something.... Kat is more naggin than my mum.... haha... Well, as usual, Kat couldn't finish her food... So being her bro, I have to help her finish.... Going out with her is just like going out with my mum, coz when my mum can't finish her food, I will have to finish it ... haha.... After which, we went to IceKimo... Well, I saw Damien there.... But I guess he just didn't recognise me.... went back home at about 10pm after sending Kat home....

Today

Well, I duno what I'm going to do today.... Hopefully I can get dear dear to go out with me after I have settle some stuffs with Jovi's mum.... Heard from MZ that there is firework tonight.... Hope that I can go watch it with my dear dear.... Anyeway, I wearing my new spec now.... haha.... Look cool.... that all....

gtg... Cya~

Update tonight....

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