& Silence Declares♥

Hi guys.....

I'm back again after 1 long week..... Haha..... So many things have happen during this week.... Wah.... I really envy myself for being able to take all this things without going crazy.... haha....

In school, out of the blues, I just realise that there are alot of additional works to be done apart from the usual tutorials workloads.... Sometimes, I do wonder whether the teachers are human or not..... haa.... They seem to be able to take all this extra stuffs in a very calm manner..... haha.....

Then in personal life, things are not any easier for me. I must admit that sometime I do not react too well to a situation but no mater what, I will still try my best to take on that situation and challenge......

On Wednesday, I was browsing *her friendster account and blog, then I realise that I have not written a testimonial for her after I have deleted the old testimonial that I have written for her long time ago..... It seems so long ago when we were just friends and nothing else....... So I wrote her a testimonial with all my good intentions and well wishes for her.......

On the next day, I was so shock to see her respond that she have written on her blog...... She blames me for everythings..... I don't think that it is fair for her to blame me like..... She was the stubborn one...... She was the one who broke my heart into so many pieces and just left me there..... And I can even hate her for that because I can still rmb the time when we were so happy together...... She even go to this extent of deleting her account from my friendster account...... Why? Didn't we agree that we can be friend after that? It is tormenting me now...... She has even go to such extent of accusing me for things that I have never done before...... WHY? CAN ANYONE JUST GIVE ME AN ANSWER?

But it is alright now..... I should move on...... I will dewell myself in the past....... She is out of my life...... I understand how she feels, but does feel the same for me?

If she ever see this, I just wanna say:

You gave me both hell and heaven. But in my heart, I will forgive you if you ever wake up and stopping blaming other for the mistakes that you have committed yourself.

I'm still looking forward to a better day....... Campfire today again.... haha..... Seem like campfires have become part of my Saturday program.... haha...... I still find the time to upload my pics..... Will upload it soon......

Cya next time..... TaTa.... =)

Silence ;