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.Friday, February 24, 2006 ' 10:22 PM



Just heard from the media that 'A' level result will be out on next Wed... Kinda worried now coz I'm afraid that I cannot go into university.... This is really judgement day coz it will determine whether I can bring glory to my family by entering university... Such great pressure... Pray that Lao Mu Ci Bei.... Pray that Lao Mu allow me to get into university... I'm admit that I did not work hard for the 1st half of my J2 yr... But I did put in alot of effort in the later part of the yr... However I still worried that the effort will not pay off.... I'm really anxious now....


May Lao Mu be with me... I really want to fulfill my dreams and ambition to be able to be a Teachers.... May Lao Mu Ci Bei...


That all I believe... Cya next time...

Silence ;


.Wednesday, February 15, 2006 ' 4:38 AM



Feeling much better today.... Accompanied Kat to SP yesterday to take a look at the environment then took her to Swensen for her promised treat.... That gal... haiz.... She can't even finish 1 shake and ice cream.... How small can her stomach be??? haha...

I feel that things isn't going very smoothly between me and my xiao di.... M I too sensitive to feeling??? I really duno.... The feeling I'm getting is the type of feeling I felt when Jovi start to heck care about me and peoples who care for him.... I wonder Y do I keep receivng such negative feeling... M I really not suitable to have a friend that are close to me??? I really duno...

The only two best friends I have are Kat and Tracy... Seriously, Tracy n I have not been contacting each other for two month already... As for Kat, at least I still get to call her and chat with these few weeks... But I wonder how long will this situation last before we stop calling each other so frequently???

I'm a guy who really need friends to be with me.... I need their supports badly.... Coz I have been alone when I were young... I dun wan to feel such solitude anymore... I really dun like this feeling.... Maybe you people out there may think that I'm gay or what... But I just wanna tell u people that I'm a new age sensitive guy.... I'm not your traditional guy from a few decade ago... That y I care alot for people and my friends .... Especially my buddies and my god sibs.... n it sucks to be alone all the time....

Y does life get so complicated at this point of time when it is only the beginning of the year??? Is this a bad omen??? I really hope not... Coz I want this year to be a better year than the previous.... Who can understand this??? I really duno... May Lao Mu has some mercy on me....

Silence ;


.Monday, February 13, 2006 ' 11:37 AM



DUNO WHY PPLE AROUND ME LIKE TO TAKE ME FOR GRANTED SO MUCH.... I FELT SO ANGRY NOW.... WHY IS THIS ALWAYS THE CASE???? CAN'T I TREAT PPLE NICELY WITHOUT BEING TAKEN FOR GRANTED???

IF I'M NOT WELCOME INTO YOUR LIFE, WHY DID YOU BOTHER TO CONVINCE ME TO JOIN YI GUAN TAO???? IF YOU DUN WANT ME TO TEACH IN THE YOUTH CLASS, WHY DID YOU KEEP ASKING GL TO GET ME INTO THE CLASS AS A GUIDER FOR ALL OF YOU????

I'M REALLY UPSET AND DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU NOW... JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO ONE TO CARE FOR AND I'M SHOWING MY CONCERN TO YOU WHEN YOUR HAND IS INJURED NOW, DOESN'T MEAN TT YOU CAN TREAT ME ANY WAY YOU LIKE.... I'M HUMAN.... I'M NOT A DOG....

I WILL NOT APPEAR IN YOUR LIFE ANYMORE IF YOU DUN WANT ME TO... YOU DUN HAVE TO TREAT ME IN THIS MANNER... ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TO JUST OPEN YOUR MOUTH....

I'M FED UP NOW.... AND I'M SICK OF ALWAYS BEING THE 1 WHO THINK FOR OTHERS 1ST.... NO ONE CARE ABOUT MY FEELING AT ALL.... NO ONE...

Silence ;


.Friday, February 03, 2006 ' 9:18 AM



Just back from xiao di's hse... Quite tired.... Slept at only 7.30 this morning.... Woke up at 12nn... then go out to meet xiao di liao... haiz... That xiao gua ar, make me wait for him for 1/2 an hr... Reason? His class took the Treasurer's fund and refuse to return to him... end up kana detain by form teacher... Silly rite, these fellow...

Still dunno Y i didn't slp last night... mayb it is because my dad is coming from Cambodia and I won't be able to use the com till so late or mayb it is coz I'm worrying abt that person...

Msg tt special some1 to wake her up... scare tt she will be late and kana scolding from her boss... but she woke on time... haha... Den sms xiao di to ask him something....

Now very tired... but my dad coming back to Singapore tonight... So later must go airport to fetch him... Yesh....

that all folks.... Cya~

Silence ;


.Thursday, February 02, 2006 ' 7:37 PM



I know it is kinda late liao, but I duno y I just can't fall aslp today.... Still filled with energy now... haha... This is crazy....

Just when to my ex's blog to take a look, I'm glad that I'm out of her life coz I dun have to worry so much about her anymore. Everything started on 1st May 2005 and it officially ended on 30th Jan 2006. At least this time round I know she get the message finally. Now that something to add to my festive cheer... haha... Duno y I gave her so many chances in the past, but since she doesn't learn anything from her lesson, so be it... From now on, I will lead my life and she will lead hers...

Went out with xiao di in the afternoon today. Very fun... Duno y I enjoy going out with him so much... haha... Guess it is coz he is my bro ba...

Felt so ironic just now, xiao di was trying to match make me and Ying Hui together, so some how I got the feeling for her... But when I know she got boyfriend already, all my hope was dashed.... So i Felt a bit disappointed... At this point of time, my heart gave me an alert on where my feeling lies in.... For the 1st time, I felt guilty coz I have ask someone whom is very special to me to be my gf... and I'm still waiting for her reply... Yet, for all these while I did not even msg her or call her. She is always the 1 doing these things. Though I know she dun mind and nv put it to heart, but I felt really very guilty. So send her a message... Nv expect her to reply me today at all... But I got a pleasent surprise when she replied me... Called just now n chat for a while. She sounded very tired, my heart really ache ( Xin Tong). Thus, I told to go get some slp as she need to wake up at 5+ tml to get to work... Look like she is having a hard time working in the holidays.... Miss her alot during the time when she nv msg.... But though I tot of her alot, I have nv sms her...

Yet, she just said this, "I know u r busy, so I understand...." How sweet of her to be so understanding... I believe I have really found the gal I'm looking for.... She is so cute, innocent and kind... Though she is not good looking to most guys, but she is the prettiest in my eyes because of her heart.... Really hope that she will says yes to me. If she do, I promise to look after her and always be by her side when she need me and to go through thin and thick with her....

Is this the feeling of Love? I really duno... But I will work hard for my happiness... I will Jia you...

Cya next time....

Silence ;


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