& Silence Declares♥

I know it is kinda late liao, but I duno y I just can't fall aslp today.... Still filled with energy now... haha... This is crazy....

Just when to my ex's blog to take a look, I'm glad that I'm out of her life coz I dun have to worry so much about her anymore. Everything started on 1st May 2005 and it officially ended on 30th Jan 2006. At least this time round I know she get the message finally. Now that something to add to my festive cheer... haha... Duno y I gave her so many chances in the past, but since she doesn't learn anything from her lesson, so be it... From now on, I will lead my life and she will lead hers...

Went out with xiao di in the afternoon today. Very fun... Duno y I enjoy going out with him so much... haha... Guess it is coz he is my bro ba...

Felt so ironic just now, xiao di was trying to match make me and Ying Hui together, so some how I got the feeling for her... But when I know she got boyfriend already, all my hope was dashed.... So i Felt a bit disappointed... At this point of time, my heart gave me an alert on where my feeling lies in.... For the 1st time, I felt guilty coz I have ask someone whom is very special to me to be my gf... and I'm still waiting for her reply... Yet, for all these while I did not even msg her or call her. She is always the 1 doing these things. Though I know she dun mind and nv put it to heart, but I felt really very guilty. So send her a message... Nv expect her to reply me today at all... But I got a pleasent surprise when she replied me... Called just now n chat for a while. She sounded very tired, my heart really ache ( Xin Tong). Thus, I told to go get some slp as she need to wake up at 5+ tml to get to work... Look like she is having a hard time working in the holidays.... Miss her alot during the time when she nv msg.... But though I tot of her alot, I have nv sms her...

Yet, she just said this, "I know u r busy, so I understand...." How sweet of her to be so understanding... I believe I have really found the gal I'm looking for.... She is so cute, innocent and kind... Though she is not good looking to most guys, but she is the prettiest in my eyes because of her heart.... Really hope that she will says yes to me. If she do, I promise to look after her and always be by her side when she need me and to go through thin and thick with her....

Is this the feeling of Love? I really duno... But I will work hard for my happiness... I will Jia you...

Cya next time....

Silence ;