& Silence Declares♥

Today is a day that is filled with tireness and anxiousness and lastly, happiness...

Set off to Jurong Bird Park in the morning with my mum and sis... was hoping to capture some wonderful pics of the birds in their "natural" habitats... This was spolit by a untimely downpour while my mum was driving toward Jurong.... Ended up driving around the Western part of Singapore...

have lunch in Farmart, a place at Old Choa Chu Kang Rd where u get all sort of poultry and fishes there.... Of course they have the most wonderful Seafood there as well....

Lastly, went to Downtown East for a walk only to realise that they are having a major renovation going on to expand the whole compound... So it was a bit sian... not to mention that my sister was irritating me by her constant whining... Haiz... "heaven save me!!!"

Now for the up:

went to Fo Tang for celebrations... Met up with dear on the way there... Duno whether u believe it or not, both of us actually brought the same flavour cake for each other.... The only difference was I got mine from Emi Cake while she got her from Coffee Bean....
have a great time in fo tang and during the trip home from fo tang with dear....

Now my heart can be at ease as dear dear is now at home sleeping peacefully on her bed.... Hope she have a good rest....

Dear, Happy 1 Month Anniversary!!!

Silence ;

Had a quarrel with dear on THursday... Eventhough she apologise to me, I could hear that she not happy at all.... Well, I hate it whenever I have to ask her to try to be nicer to her parents... I Realli do.... But everytime, I see her arguing with her mum, I'm really not happy with it lo....

I feel a gap forming between us again after the quarrel.... U felt so dist again.... I duno whether u angry with me or u r just physically tired from ur work.... IT SUCKZ!!! I dun like that feeling....

I just read ur blog...

I'm sorry if I broke ur heart accidentally at times due to some stuffs I have said.... But u know that I love u alot.... If u r sad, I will be sadder.... Now at this period is not an easy time for us.... When I'm out of camp, I will be very tired.... But I always tell myself, u have waited for me for 5 days... I should go and meet u for the weekend.... But commitment that I have always keep me very tied up during the weekend.... I wish to spare more time for just u and me.... But responsibilities is barring me from doing so.... To me, I'm contented when u r just physically next to me... I feel that it is a blessing when u r next to me... and it is wonderful.... Times spend with u are wonderful and meaningful.... Y I ask u to go out with me when I'm with my family or when I'm at Fo Tang??? Coz I want u to know and to be in the kind of environment I'm raised in.... I want u to feel the wonderful things in these places and with people whom have nurture me to who I am.... Most imptly, I want u to be loved by them too.... So that U will feel what I feel.... Yes, sometimes, I may not see things in ur perpect... But I just dun wan u to hurt by me or by others..... Because u r my everthings....

Life is never the same eversince I know u.... Just wan to u know, I love u lots.... I will try to be more understanding to u .... I PROMISE!!! =)

On a lighter note,
I got to meet up with CW and the rest of the clique.... having an outing for CW coz he is flying to Brunei soon....

Cya~

Silence ;

Life can never get any better with my dear constantly by my side supporting me and caring for me.... I'm so proud of her.... It seem that my mum have taken a liking to my dear coz she is the 2nd girl apart from my best friend Tracy whom I have brought home.... =)

Now she is in my room playing with my sister while I'm typing this entry... How sweet of her.... I'm just so glad to have her.... I will never let her go....

Going to book in at 2200 later.... It going to be another week b4 I can book out to do the thing I like again... I'm going to miss it.... Duno y I dun like the feeling of booking in.....

Actually I dun have anything to blog today... Just coming in for a random and happy entry.... Haha...

Gtg!!!
Cya~

Silence ;

Yoz I back to blog again after such a long time.... haha.... Explanation? Coz most of my time were devoted to my family and to my dear.... =)

I'm so glad that my mum did not object me dating with Dear.... Intro dear to my mum last night... I was filled with anxiety and nervousness.... Coz I didn't know how would my mum react.... To my instant relief, she actually approve... haha... Was so glad....

To Dear: You are a wonder in my life.... I was so worried that my mum would object.... Didn't know that she actually approve.... Now I'm so happy.... Nothing could make me more happy than this.... There have been times of down and quarrels this week... But I just wana let u know, without u, life will no longer be as colourful as it use to be.... I love you!!!
You are always in my heart!!!

Ever wonder how my life have change now.... 1 thing for sure, I happier now than I have in the past.... =) that all... gtg!!

cya~

Silence ;