& Silence Declares♥

My long weekend is finally over!!! Going over to Marina Square at 8pm later to report for my night duty.... Might not be back till maybe tml or Thursday!!!

Rmb that I told u all that I attended my Fo Tang Youth group C camp on Sat???
1 word to describe that camp!!!

"Unbelieveable" !!!

Haha... That was my 1st camp that I have attended since I became a tutor in the youth group... Learn really alot.... Alot of feeling and after thoughts... But I still have not write it out yet... haha...

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Peace have return finally to my heart!!!

I can finally be relieved~

Cheers~

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Going for duty now.... Cya~

Silence ;

Setting up of the ticket collection booth at Marina Square wasn't as bad as I thought it will be.... In fact, it was quite relaxing coz most of the time, I get to slack while the Specs and Officers discuss abt the set up and arrangement... haha....

Kept yawning throughout the whole night... haha... Natural biological reaction to sleepiness... haha... Luckily I have my MP3 to keep me awake for the whole night... Reach home at only 5.15am... Almost collapse onto my bed...

Slept all the way till 11.50am... Got woke up by my sister... haha... She was trying to get me to go out with her... In the end, she went out out alone with my mum... haha...

Going out now... And there is also a change of plan, I will only be going to C camp tml morning... due to some unforseen reason!!!

Will update again when I'm back!!!

Cya~

Silence ;

Recently I realise that I have been wearing a facade to mask my true feeling from people around me... My feeling is in a turmoil now coz I dun seem to be able to keep my feelings checked in place anymore... The more I tries to control it, the more it will evade my clutch...

I dun wan people to worry abt me... and yet there is only 1 person, E who I could confide my thoughts with... He is the only one who knows what is going on with me from the beginning till now.... It is now that I realise that there is a void in my heart... This void is really messing me up... Sometimes I will just speak to Lao Mu in my heart.... I know she can hear me... But there are still times when I really craved for a person to confide with... E is busy with his stuffs too and I can't impose on him so often....

Many would ask Y I dun talk to my family with my probs? Mum and Dad have their own probs too... I dun want them to worry for me...

Am I very silly??? Think I am... Anyway, I will be joining for C camp tml night... Hopefully, I could learn some more things to keep myself in peace!!! LMCB...

Will be setting up the ticketing collection booth at Marina Square tonight... will be another sleepless night... I pray that I can at least be isolated from my feeling while I'm busy with the setting up tonight....

Dun want to think so much anymore...

As long people around me are happy will do.... Whether I'm happy or not is not impt... Unhappiness can be bear by myself... It is better to be suffer alone than to let others suffer with you... LMCB... I know Lao Mu will be with me to support me always!!!

=)

Cya~

Silence ;

甜甜圈作詞：王雅君　作曲：王雅君　演唱：阿本+小薰

# 天天　非常想你的甜點
飛過城市的邊緣　降落愛你的終點
想念　互道晚安的每一天卻又捨不得說再見(說再見)　
你的笑那麼甜我的直覺就是那麼堅決　
不怕有暴風圈
因為你是我最晴朗的大晴天

＊愛　要你牽我的手每一天(愛　要牽妳每一天)
我要非常用心感覺
因為愛你才是我最後最美麗的句點(是我　美麗的句點)
喜歡在你的肩膀盤旋　習慣兩個人的世界
因為愛你(愛我)
才讓我的心永遠像甜甜圈(才讓妳的心)

(RAP)
牽妳的手　
還是有點緊張　看妳雙眼　怎麼好好說話
這次真的下定決心鼓起勇氣擁抱妳讓我們的愛連成完
美圈圈
曾經懷疑自己是否能保護你是妳讓我看見世界美麗
是妳帶我走向溫暖生命因為有你我的天空放晴緊
握住妳的手一起　迎接未來　十八歲的蔚藍環繞　永遠的愛

Repeat ＃,
＊(RAP)
是否能夠繼續　因為妳而讓我真正充滿勇氣
有妳才可以真正面對自己　一起面對未來
十八歲的蔚藍　兩人一起擁抱永遠的愛

Repeat
＊(RAP)
是否能夠繼續　因為妳而讓我真正充滿勇氣
因為妳才可以真正面對自己緊緊的握住妳的雙手　
一起面對未來十八歲的蔚藍　兩人一起擁抱永遠的愛

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This is a song that I have been listening to everyday without fail... Coz the song is very meaningful... and it is really very soothing to listen to...

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Anyway, A decision made,

an agreement reached

and a promise to uphold...

I hope everyone will be happy this way!!!

Even if I'm not happy, as long that person is happy will do.. =)

Silence ;

I just came back from Tian Guo for setting up the lecture chairs after a wedding banquet... haha... Feel so happy coz the wedding that took place over there was for my Fu Tang Zhu's niece, Mei Na...

Congratulation Mei Na... May u and Kevin last till the end of the world....

Anyway, I had a really enjoyable evening with Tracy just now... Unbelieveable that how time has really flew pass... We have known each other for 7 years already... She is really a very nice buddy to have.. haha... Went to a Veggie restuarant at Bendemeer Rd... The food there is simply superb!!!

We ordered pineapple fried rice, xing zhuo bee hoon, jade roll and veggie chicken rolls... It is very delicious!!! Too bad... I forget to take a pic of it to show all of u... haha....

Den we went walking around.... Nv knew Bendemeer Rd has so many kuah and pastry shop... It is a heaven for me as I love to eat Kuah and pastry alot... haha... I ended up buying 5 cheese tarts and 1 chocolate tart... Just finish eating everythings!!!

Today is really enjoyable... But tml will be even better coz I can LY tml... lol...

Cya... Good Night!!!

Going to sleep now... if not, I can't wake up....

Silence ;

Yoz Yoz, I'm back!!!

My house is in a big mess now due to the repainting of the whole house... So i spent my night over at my friend's house... and now I'm still at his hse using his laptop to type this entry... Since today is going to be my off day, I'm going to take my time and relax and do whatever I wan...
haha... ; )

Anyway, I will be confine from the 10th to 19th of june... So this might be my last entry b4 I book out from camp after the ticket notification period... So Dun complain to me if my blog is not updated during this period of time... haha...

I promise to update as soon as I could when I book out...=)

Meanwhile I going to ask u all to take care of urself and drink lotsa water... The weather has been quite bad and it is easy to down with flu and sore throat... I'm already down with it... So do take care...

Cya~

Silence ;