& Silence Declares♥

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY to Myself!!!!

Going to see ENIGMA for my birthday cum OG outing @ Palawan beach, Sentosa later...

Silence ;

Yo peeps!!!

I'm back!!! Finally!!! From heaven... haha... no la.... But the camp rockz!!!

I love Engima... Btw that is my OG~ haha... They rockz, Engima all the way!!!

haha.... Thinking of them make me so high... haha...

k la.... Will update again on all the details~

Silence ;

Hey peeps, I'm will be away from 14th July to 18th July... I'm going for my SPMS freshman orientation camp!!!!

So dun panic if u cant get me!!! =)

I be fine!!!

Silence ;

I had a really MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY OUTING with EDMUND, SIQI and SHI HUI!!!
* know why I bolded all their names??? Coz Shi Hui and Ed want me to announce their name in my entry and not just Ms Tan... haha... =p Think u all r satisfy now??? haha.... =D*

We met at Potong Pasir at 11am... DEn due to her project, Shi Hui met us at only 12 noon... Thank Shi Hui for the trip down to attend this outing with us... haha...

1st stop: Lao Di Fang at Chinatown food centre

( look at all the good foods... =) )

After that we went back to Toa Payoh for Arcade... haha... Beat Siqi in Daytona for the 1st time... So happy...

Next stop: Marina Square

we had a regular earthquake at Swensen and u know what? Bro thought that Swensen has Volcano... lol...

(Swensen Earthquake!!!)

This is where all of them presented my birthday gifts to me and of coz a surprise from Siqi, she baked a cake for me and it is really nice to eat... =)

( Nice right???)

(Me with the cake!!!)

( Making a wishes... What I wish for??? .... Secret!!! haha....)

Played pool after that... Super fun too... We played 4 matches...

Ed and me VS Shi Hui... The result???

We draw a tie with each other... lol... haha... Didn't take much pics... I only manage to snap Shi Hui, but it was quite blur... and Siqi only manage to capture my pic ... so ya... haha....

(Shi Hui aiming for a shot...)

U know what is my gift??? An 爱心mug... haha...
custom make to suit me... lol... =)

( The mug with all our pics together....)

( the mug and me...)

Thank peeps!!! When u see this, I just want to tell u that u all almost make me cried... So I'm so touched by ur efforts and thoughts!!! =)

Silence ;

Today is so fun and thrilling!!!

Why? Coz today is the first time i sat in Belinda's car after she have gotten her license and I believe I dun have to say much... the opening sentence would has explain everything... haha...

After a spin to Jalan Kayu for dessert in Mad Jack, I went over to red hill to meet JC... Had dinner in Nature health food aka 大自然素食. JC ordered hokkien mee and I ordered tom yam fried rice and we shared a gong bao monkey head mushroom... JC said that the vegetarian stall I brought him to in AMK taste better... I sort of agreed... but again... As long the foods can be eaten jiu ok le right? haha...

Cant wait for 11am to arrive... Coz Ed and gang going to celebrate my birthday with me in advance... Yeah!!! That make me a happy person later on... haha...

Well, will take pics tml... going to slp now... Good night!!!

Silence ;

Yoyo....

Recently, I duno why there is so much weird emotions filling me... Find it quite weird... Coz I duno what is the cause of that emotion surge... hmm... I should really sit down sometime soon... to reflect upon all the event that have happen and try to find out the cause of it...

Anyway, Siqi just told me that my birthday outing plan is all in place... haha... I can't wait for thursday to arrive... haha... I know that day will be very memorable and 'happening'... haha...
Thanks Siqi, I know it is quite hard on u to plan for the celebration... But I really appreciate it... =)

Tomorrow is youth's day, holidays for the kids but not for me... Coz I still got tuition going on tml... haha... and hopefully I can get to see Kenneth tml for a swim... Seem like everyone is always busy when I'm free... y??? haha... Only Laomu got the answer...

lol...

that all for today I think... ya...

Good night everyone... Cya~

Silence ;

My apology if I have made everyone worried with my previous post... Was feeling sort of empty and down... But I'm fine now...

Sorry to really have make all of u worry... =)

Thanks for everything u all have given me... I will treasure it... =)

To me, my dear friends; you all are important people in my life apart from LM and my family... Just want to tell u all, I appreciate u and with the thank from the bottem of my heart...

THANK YOU!!!!

Silence ;

Kinda feeling empty right now... Duno why...

Was really upset by some words said by someone really close to me... I'm really looking forward to my birthday celebration this month... I wish that all my friends would be able to make this birthday a memorable one...

But m i really greedy to hope for the best moment in life??? or have I not learn to appreciate what is the true meaning of good and quality accompany... Life is so contradicting... How come thing seem to be happening to my friends without my knowledge??? Have I forgotten to take a peek in their life?? Or have I forgotten to give them a message to tell how much they meant to me???

But seriously, sometime I hope that my friends would just send me an sms to ask about me... to express their concern toward me... instead of me doing the otherwise all the time...

Sometime I would think whether the friendship around me will last or not... if I did not put in the effort to contact them...

But I guess I have once again fallen into the trap of selfishness ba... Coz I'm suppose to be selfless and not thinking about myself and my own feeling all the time... I'm suppose to attain this mentality of as long people I care for is happy and I will be happy...

But why am I not doing it now??? Why???

Really duno why... Guess I'm being unworthy again... and I hate to be in this emotional state right now...

Think I should just og slp... Good night~

Silence ;