& Silence Declares♥

Hey people,

I just wana say thank for all the encouragements... Especially from my bro; Edmund, SH, ms tan, Meng Choo, Kin Leong and everyone else...

I have straighten my thoughts... Since everythings have passed, i should let go also... No point feeling sad anymore... I should really continue with my life... I will meet someone... =)

As for the saga in regard to my mum; since i cant do anything now, I will just carry on and pray that through my effort things will get better...

I must really thank LM, it is through this lesson that she shows me who are the ones who really care for me... I'm really grateful to have them... Coz of them, i'm able to stand up again and let go of my past... Of coz i should 感恩LM for helping in letting go and giving bits and pieces of advices hidden everywhere to guide... I'm really grateful... =) Lao Mu Ci Bei...

Silence ;

I just found out something really unpleasant...

Silence ;

Yesterday was Mother's Day...

Went out with Yee Sam to accompany her after she called me... Shop around Tampines and explored the new shopping mall... haha...

As i were walking around, i saw all the mother's day promotions, cakes etc... A gust of bitterness just gushes out of my heart... Felt really upset... Coz this is the second year consecutively that i cant celebrate mother's day with my mum apart from smsing her...

Last year was like that, this year also the same... 一股心酸不知觉地冒了出来。

But coz i was with Yee Sam, i cant really show her that i'm feeling upset... So put on a mask lo... I think sooner or later, no one can see me true face anymore... Coz a mask will forever hide it away from the outside world...

I hate to be like this, hate to be so down and lastly, hate to make others worried...

I'm really sorry that, all my posts lately are so negative... That is because i cant really cheer up... Maybe i should either stop blogging for now till i feel better or u readers should stop reading when it is a negative post...

I think if ms tan, ntg and sh are here with me, they would probably smack me awake.. haha...

Beyond that cheerful mask is just another heavy heart that need to be taken care of...

Wishing my mum a happy mother's day again for the 3rd time... ( i know she wun see it de...)

=Law will remains silence=

Silence ;

People have been asking me about what i'm doing nowadays during my summer vacation...

Well i have started work as a student helper in my hall office since last thursday... Through this job, i got to understand better on how the hall officers work and the kind of system that is in place in my hall... Kinda fun..

Apart from working in office, i still have to give tuition on Thursday and Saturday. On top of that, I also have to attend prayer every monday, alternate Saturday and almost every sunday...

It may seem to be a really busy schedule... But to me, it is a form of release from all my problems...

I really appreciate those of u who have been motivating me with all ur messages in my tagboard... I'm trying to move on... But there is some difficulties... Sadness appear often when one is alone...

I'm not going to speak too much abt my prob and feeling... But I really misses those days in the past... Feel really unworthy lately... Coz if only i could have been more dicipline and more controlled in my emotion... Things would be different now...

It was all my stupidity that cause my agony now...

忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空。。。

Silence ;

There is no joy in finishing my exam...

Neither is there anything to look forward to...

Everything seem to be a blank right now...

No longer having an excuse to prevent myself from thinking too much...

Just wana say the law u know is no longer the law u know anymore...

Finally reach a point where all change are inevitable...

Sun will nv shines anymore coz the cloud have hidden the shine away...

=Silence has once again fallen upon Law=

Silence ;