& Silence Declares♥

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I wonder how did Harry felt when Ron and Hermione was together...

Did he felt neglected??? Was the balance among their friendship still there??? Or did the balance just scatter???

Today was GM's 21st Birthday celebration... It seems to be a big affair with quite a few common friend being invited... However, it is kinda ironic that i felt really out of place and really neglected... This is not due to the host... But due to the response between our common friend and me...

I just duno why that it seems i'm not impt to them... I felt really left out from the start... when they sit down, they nv leave a seat for me... They saw me being very quiet today, and yet they have nv ask me what is wrong...

When they were at the playground and i walk past them, they never call out to me to ask me to join them...

I have alot of doubts in my mind... Am I really impt to them??? or am i just another passerby???

I loathe myself, my character, my way of handling stuffs... I hate everything abt me...

Why do i always have to be so selfish and only think abt myself???

Why i always act as if i'm the big brother out there, when all i want to be was a younger brother receiving all the attentions and love...

Why do i feel left out so easily???

Why do i get jealous too???

ANd why am i so afraid to lose my friends if i show them my weakness...

WHY????????????????????? What is wrong with me??? why do i have to be the person who i am now??? I absolutely HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I should just wall myself off... That way, it might be better for everyone around me... Afterall, life would be so much better without an utter idiot like me around...

Silence ;

This is me

Lawrence Teng Ji Song

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Leo

A simple guy who never fail to connect with the other.

A guy that always like to learn new stuffs.

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