& Silence Declares♥

Been lacking of slp lately... I guess partially was due to the mid term on wed... Have to study for it as there was alot of other commitments that require me to attend to b4 the mid term...

Chinese New Year will soon come to an end... However, there are so relatives that i have yet to visit... Feel kinda apologetic coz i dun have enough time to visit them due to school and Fotang... I will have to try to visit them by this sunday... haha... =)

Went over to Zheng Hao's house on Wed night to bai nian... haha... His mum is really nice.. She kept bringing food over to me and ask me to eat them... I had a nice chat with Zheng Hao that day too... Glad that he is graduating... Congrat bro!!! Finally grad liao... haha... =D

I realise that my social circle in Fotang is expanding... haha... I just got to know a few more good friends who i can learn from and who we could support each other with... haha... Nice to know all of u!!! =)

On a side note:

I have been trying to keep a smile on my face... It has been a year since the incident between my mum and I has happened... For this whole year, I have been trying my best to make thing better, to perservence on.... But how long i can still keep up with the efforts?? I really duno... I'm still trying my best... I wun give up... Coz i know what i want... and i know what i have to do... I have too many people behind me, supporting me... I cant afford to back up and to give up... Most importantly, i cant fail myself... Coz if i were to let go, all my efforts will go into the drain.. LMCB!!! I will press on... The sunshine will break after the dark cloud moves away... Thus, if u ever see me emoing, please snap me out of it k???

I know one day my mum will understands... And i pray for the day to come soon...

Silence ;

Happy Tiger Year to everyone!!!!! =DD

It has been quite a while since my last update.... My apology for the lack of update..

Let me recap the significant event for the past 2 weeks...

8th Feb:

This day marks the 1st month of Miaosi and me... As that night i have a funeral to attend, we cut short our celebration to having a dinner only. I gave her a bear and a cup for memories, while i got a hand-made bookmark from her... Although the bookmark was not done up very nicely according to dear, but in my eyes, it is perfect... =)

13th Feb:

Took dear over to my dad's place to have a reunion lunch with him.. =) Apparently dad was rather delight to meet Miaosi... It was a wonderful lunch... That is also the first time i gave roses to dear, wonder whether she like it or not... Den after that went to FT for bai nian and chi shui...

14th Feb:

First day of CNY, at the same time it was Valentine's day too... Spend it by going to bai nian with my dad then met dear to go my tz's place to bai nian... At night, went over to her da jiu's place to bai nian... Kinda nervous that day coz first time seeing all her relatives.. haha... Lucky never say the wrong things... =x

15th Feb:

Continue with bai nian with dear again, this time round was her da shu's place... Saw all her father's side relatives... Then after bai nian, went over to her house to chill and chit chat... haha...

16th Feb:

Our last round of bai nian to all our friends in FT... it lasted for the whole day and i brought dear over to Xiao Si's aunt place for a mini gathering... Enjoyed ourselves thoroughly...

17th Feb:

Went out to Bugis Topone for kbox with bro and sis as well as dear... 4 persons sing until i think our throat going to burst liao... haha... I didnt know that dear has such a wonderful voice... Would really like to listen to her singing more often... =D

Well, this CNY week is really fulfilling... I have enjoyed myself too... I'm grateful that I'm not alone during this year CNY... There was one more person with me...

To Miaosi:

I believe u will read this post... I enjoy spending very single bit of my time with u... How i wish we can have more time together... I will treasure all the time spend with u as well as making u happy too...

It is u who brighten up my life even though dark cloud seem to be nearering me... Thanks for being the one... Thanks for appearing in my life and make things right... =)

I hope our feeling for each other will 始终如一up till the end...

I love u dear!!!! =D

Silence ;

1 year is going to pass by us in another 1 week time...

The year of the ox is finally ending, while the year of tiger is starting... People always say that the start of a new year signify a good omen where everything on this earth start anew with the arrival of spring...

However, i dun think the same goes for me... What have happen in the year of the Ox will just get carried forward to the year of the Tiger...

I only have a simple wish... and that is to be able to see spring approach me one day...

Silence ;