& Silence Declares♥

I finally turn my thought into actions. =) I cooked Okonomiyaki today!!! =D

Coz today is Zhong Yu's birthday, feel so bad that I cant celebrate with him due to RCB. So I cooked okonomiyaki for him since he likes japanese stuffs alot. =)

Since there was extra, I packed the rest and brought it to TH to pass to ‘有缘人’ to eat. =)

I just got home like 30 mins ago. Kinda tired. Still feel bad that I cannot celebrate pok pok birthday with him. But I must be more 潇洒, must learn the 五大牺牲of our 前人and 前贤. =D

Happy Birthday POK!!! =D I believe u had a blast today.

Silence ;

This week is the busiest week I'm going to have by far. Why?

Coz I have 2 mid terms in a row and every night got Ban qi in Fotang.

Plus I didnt take care of myself, so I'm currently unwell and abit down in energy. No matter what, I will recover soon and overcome this busy week with a confident smile!!! =D

Yao Jun's 21st is on this Sat. But I'm not I'm able to go after QKB or not, coz firstly, I hope I will be able to recover by then. Secondly, Edmund might not be going, so after qkb, I duno who will I be tagging along with. Lastly, sunday got DJB and I'm in charge of the program for that day. So need to preparation time.

But I hope I can overcome the odd, coz Yao Jun's 21st party only come once. =)

Well, I'm suppose to be slping yet, I'm still awake. Should go slp liao. night world!

Silence ;

Finally, the shine after the storm. =D

Silence ;

I feel that u totally miss the point that I was trying to make.

But nvm, coz why should I punish myself for mistakes made by others?

Silence ;

我突然间感觉好累。

我开始感觉不到您对我的关怀和关心。

我好希望您会向别的女生一样时时刻刻都会想着自己心爱的人，发简讯，和我一起打打闹闹的。而不是有时把我放在一边不知慰问。

你知道每天起来看不到您的简讯会让我感到多失望吗？

当没看见你的时候，我有多么想知道您在忙什么和做什么，您知道吗？

当您在学校看见我的时候，我为什么感觉不到您看见我的那股快乐呢？

今天是我们的第十四个月了，怎么还会是这样呢？

是我不够体贴还是一切都成为了里所当然？

我真的不知道了。

Silence ;

人与人之间往往就是有太多误会和执著才会造成很多不必要的后悔和遗憾。

有时可能我们以为自己很懂，但是事实往往是相反的。

当我们因为自己的判断而做错了决定时又有多少人可以勇敢的站起来认错，然后勇敢的把错误给纠正过来呢？

我真的不知道要怎样才能让我关心的人了解这一点。

Silence ;

今晚上人才班时，听了好多位前贤们的修道的经过。其中就有这两位坛主与副坛主让我感到很羡慕和敬佩因为他们两夫妻从求道到开堂都是两个人肩并肩的一起走。今晚又刚好一起在今晚的自我介绍上台。他们让我有了这一股的勇气与愿望要和我心爱的人在接下来的这条修道的路上一起加油打气和彼此鼓励。

过了今晚，我好想好希望妙思能够了解我的这颗爱她和想要和她一起长相思守，一起把坛主的佛堂坚守下去的心。因为这条路如果没有她，一切就不完整，就没有意义了。因为妙思在我的心中是无法取代的。

Silence ;